Well this is where my thoughts will go out into cyberspace. This is where I will get all my anger and emotion out of me. If anyone out there in this world reads this, sorry in advance for ranting at times and for wasting precious time that you could be using reading something thoughtful. I kind of hope people like what I have to say, but then again, I don't think I have anything interesting to say. So I'm going to just write this for me.
I'm the kind of person that holds everything inside of until I just kind of burst. It's kind of like seeing someone watching a balloon fill up and then suddenly pop out of nowhere. I keep every emotion inside of me that builds up and then it just blows up.
Right now, my life is kind of a living hell. I've grown up in a good family, loving parents and we've all made it through the tough times. Yeah, we've had our share of crap. I've been through plenty. I'll be the first to admit that my life hasn't been all roses and sun shines.
I know people have it worse off than me; some of my friends have it worse. But I still have pain. I have a lot. I've had a lot of pressure and many regrets.
In this society, people like to tell us what to do and what to say. Society likes to tell us how we are supposed to look and act. Honestly I'm tired of this 'image' I must put up to fit in. Why can't I just be myself? I strongly believe that every single girl is beautiful in their own personal way. I am a strong believer that in every person is at least a hint of good. That's just who I am. I see good in everything.
The sad thing is that people take advantage of that trait of me. I used to not see that, but now I do. I can tell when people just want something from me. And I don't fall for it anymore. There is a difference between someone who believes in good and someone who lets people step all over them.
So that's who I am. This blog is about me. Plain. Simple. Me. Read it or don't. Maybe if you do, we can help each other in a way.
